Also- I slept straight through for like 7 hours last night and still woke up at a reasonable hour! Woot!
Yay! I miss having someone to go to the movies with! Woot!
&& my best friend of all time asked me to watch her child tomorrow and I can’t do it. I’m so nervous! I really don’t want her to think I don’t love her n wouldn’t do everything I can for her because I know she knows I would but when it comes to watching a 3 year old all by myself for 9 hours and having to help wipe her or put a diaper on her and force her to take a nap and deny her things. Plus not having transportation ins case of an emergency. Terrified. It would be differnt if it were like 4 hours and my mom was coming home later or like my mom was home all day but I was down in Q town watching her by myself n my mom was at home n not at work so if I needed her she could help me but I’m nervous to do it by myself and for such a long time!