I have really been enjoying the time we have been spending with eachother recently. You really have changed a lot and I have noticed. You are working on yourself and really developing who you are without the stifling suffocating sole support from me. That all took guts and I am very happy to call you my friend.some say past lovers can’t be friends, but I know we were more than just lovers so that provokes the question even more.but honestly the love I feel for you now is that of peace. After what had happened this summer I never thought you’d get the picture or get better,but really u just had to decide on your own time when you were ready. That is great and after months of observation and noticing change I know that you are doing it for you and not for me n that is the most important piece of all. The love of peace and concern both flowing into much much more of a friendship bond than ever before. I no longer long to be your wife or bear your children but I see the goodness in you more than ever before and want what makes you happy!
I only wish I could share this with those close to me…those who disapprove ..those who out of concern n love for me shy away when It comes to you ..if I could, I would tell them all of the above and that I am okay,I am safe and things really are different.
Please do not worry. Trust that If things were the same I would have the self respect to cut him out.